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December 23rd, 2007 9:06pm] |
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guh.
today i was slicing a piece of bread for me to eat with my ravioli and i was talking to dad and i must have turned around to tell him something and i was still cutting and i pressed really hard and cut my thumb. ouchiiieee. i cut through a little bit of my nail and the cut like curves around my thumbish kinda lol.
i cried for like 10 minutes and mom told me to take motrin and after i took it and drank some water i calmed down a bit.
it stopped bleeding but it hurt so much.
i won't be going near sharp knives any time soon.
last night was fun i guess. i got mom the CD she wanted [keith urban lol] and dad a $25 gift card to Dick's Sporting Goods.
i hope he likes it. and then i bought me another YakPak. :D i love it to death. and a gold heart necklace from Forever 21.....mah fave<3.
i introduced Kristina to so many new stores she's never been to like Delia's, H&M, and Newbury Comics. and they actually played Tegan and Sara in there. I was the only one out of our group to know who it was. :D
then before we left me and kristina went into the pet store and i loked at the puppies with mucho compassion cuz i hate pet stores and how the dogs are semi-neglected. and Kristina, of course, was looking at dwarf hamsters because, oh Molly has one and she's like obsessed.
All last night "yeah i got invited to Molly's party via Facebook. So i wasn't sure if it was a real invite cuz it was via Facebook. what do you think? were you invited." and honestly i don't know if i was or not nor do i care cuz i probs wouldn't have been allowed to go anyway.
i love Kristina......sometimes. other times i just want to be like....SHUT.........UP.
:D
sometimes i wish she was like how she was before her and DJ went out. I liked her alot better than.
she's a completely different person because of him.
speaking of DJ....so his mom was in church today and she hadnt been in weeks and the whole freekin service him and Jenn texted each other (kristina wasn't there) and he's taking videos of Jeremy and talking to Dennis and me and Haylee are whispering so softly and he freakin turns around and tells us to shutup more than just once. so then he texted Jenn and said "you guys are so loud shutup." so i texted him back and said "you and kristina are too"
cuz when she's there...they are soooo loudddd.
i don't know.
i kind of want to go back to school like two days after Christmas so i won't be super bored and have nothing to do.
the next four years of m y life at Mercy will suckkkk cuz we get such long breaks.
:(i think i'm gonna make another one of these probs under: nataliehurricane
we'll see.
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[Saturday
December 22nd, 2007 2:54pm] |
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so
i'm starting to think LP is getting wayyy to out-of-hand.
everyone like pig piles on top of Rob and slaps each other with pillows and stuffff
i kinda just want to punch every single one of them.
some kid like hurt his elbow, little TJ broke his leg or sprained it or soemthing.
LAME!
today i'm going shopping with Rachel L. and like 6-7 girls from LP.
it should be fun we're going to the Buckland Hills mall and out to eat before or after idk.
i'm psycheddddd.
Kristina is confusing me. On Facebook she posts wall comments to me and tells me she loves me and i'm like 2nd or 3rd in her friends thing....but then on myspace it's julie this julie that "julie julie; corky, i love my corky. julie is so ghetto/gangta"...yeah of course she's "ghetto/gangsta" she's from M-Town....she went to public school her whole life.
and kristina's starting to tick me off whenever she mentions Meredith like i have no idea who she's talking about. like I've never met her or talked with/to her before. like she's been at LP longer than i have. andddd she has no right to go to Meredith when i'm having problems whe she herself has problems but won't tell me. If i think i need help, then, yeah, i'll talk to someone. I'm 14 almost 15. i think i can handle my own problems. and yeah, you're all probs going to be all like "she's your frienddd...friends help each other" or something like that. yeah i know that. but i don't want her to be the one to tell Meredith. AND IT WAS JUST ONE STUPID XAVIER FOOTBALL GAME. why can't i go to just one? i've always wanted to and yeah, now i regret going cuz it sucked.
DJ is as;dlkgha;fjghakjhg....getting on my nerves. sometimes i don't even want to hear his name. he ticks me off that much. he's always a jerk to me. and then at Lp on Friday nights...he's sooooo nice. but then when he's with Kristina and i'm around them he's all "shutup natalie, you're stupid. you don't know anything natalie. just shutup." and kristina doesn't do anything. but then if he says something like that to Julie "DJ..be nice. don't be a jerk."
Sometimes...i wish i had the guts to tell people how it is.
Cuz i desperately need to.
If i don't pass Bio or Algebra this term.....bye-bye Mercy High and the rest of my career.
well technically its only Algebra but i got a D in Bio....=/
stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.stress.
that's me.
dad wont tell me what he wants for Christmas...which is bugging me, because i know if i dont get him anything he'll be upsetish.
but i don't know what to ge him!!!!!
asl;fjghasld;fhg;afdhgldfhkjh,
^my life in a nutshell, basically.
-natalie
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[Friday
October 19th, 2007 5:18pm] |
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so today on our way to our Freshman soccer game in GUILFORD [staph virus thingy is there!!!!], our bus driver went straight instead of turning and decided to back up and we hit the car behind us. So, basically, i got into my 2nd bus accident. It took about an hour before we could return to school. We all got our cell phones and cameras out and took pictures of the car. The cars headlights were busted and the hood of the car made an upside down V in the air. Mommy says it's totaled. Anyways, and as we're waiting, Mercy buses are driving by and OMG a Portland bus gets stopped by us at the light and guess who's BFF was on it? Not mine. Julie's BFF Kristina was on it and totally ignored me. "CORKY!!!! hahah Corky you got in an accident ok. i'm hanging the phone up on you now! OMG I LOVE JULIE CORCORAN!!!!!" Not even an "Hey Natalie!!<3" I guess Katie and I will have to stick it out together.
She acts like my bff at small groups and LP and kind of ignores me at school.
i dont know.
i shouldnt care whos she's friends with, but she's the only one i know really well at Mercy.
a;lsdfhgalshda!!!
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[Tuesday
October 16th, 2007 7:39pm] |
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gosh.
i hate high school.
i never have time to do anything. everyday is the same thing: school, soccer practice, home/dinner, homework, sleep. i never have time to go online, talk to anyone outside of Mercy, or really actually get a good full nights sleep. i've only been getting like 5 hours asleep a night and luckily today was the only day i almost fell asleep. but i gues it isn't that lucky.
my bio teacher prob hates me cuz i ask for help and never do my homework because i don't understand it and my algebra teacher said she might move me into PRE-Algebra. But that's the only class i have with Kristina.
I never really noticed how cheap people were. We're doing Walk-A-Thon at Mercy and i have to raise $160 in donation money. the highest i got was like $10 at my church. Mom 'n pops both gave me $50. friggin cheapskates.[not m n' p]
OMG. i want to strangle every girl at mercy that owns some kind of designer bag, shoes, headband, ring, planner WHATEVER. i swear, Mercy is like the Coach capital school n the entire world. every other girl has a coach bag that is exactly the same as the on before. Friggin be different.
i miss the old LP. i seriously don't think LP is LP without Mere, Sam, Leah, Bengi, and Cody. It's depressing without them there. :/
and i don't have a costume/costume idea for SATURDAY!?!?!?!?!
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[Saturday
May 19th, 2007 3:59pm] |
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the bird and the worm, the used [dangithaylee!<3] |
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i'm making friends.
:)
i miss Dan.
i'm getting along with Zak though, so that's good. :)
stuff is getting on my nerves and i hate it.
school is almost over. [thank God<3]
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[Wednesday
April 25th, 2007 8:36pm] |
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touchdown turnaround-hellogoodbye<3 |
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everything = good.
anthony green was funny yet creepy at the same time.
things are great.
i'm going back to Maine in July. :]
SO excited. you have no idea.
even if it is for a whole month....at least i'm getting out of here.I'm a bit sick of Connecticut and i loved Maine when i went up. seriously. i loved working on the farm and i HELPED A COW GIVE BIRTH!!!! ok. i'm done bragging.
dance = lameish. the costumes suck. the song is stupid. the dance is hard.[ish]
LP is frustrating me.
i'm meeting new people.
i'm getting over some stuff. which is really good. but i might be falling into something else??? i don't know.
i think i'm falling in love with Hellogoodbye.
i want to get these pair of shorts from American Eagle...but i would look really bad in them....so i plan to lose like 50 pounds before the end of June. hope that works out well.
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that is all for my update on my life.
life is good. period.
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[Wednesday
April 11th, 2007 4:30pm] |
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ok
soooo
yeah yeah dan left for michigan at like 3 this morning.
:D
but i'm allowed to put pictures up on myspace. [superduper happy btw]
i'm so confused....first dan said rachel is staying in my room
and now she isn't?
i dont know.
i think i'm just gonna let things happen and just realize i can't get everything i want
and nothing in my life will be perfect or movie-like...so i'll just get over myself and let myself just go with the flow and find who i am.
wow....did i really just type that? hmmm.
something is happening to me.
i'm really going to start getting over steve because he loves liz and he already told me he doesn't like me anymore....so why even try/bother? i make no sense.
i need to stop thinking about last year and focus on the things on front of me....my future at Mercy...this summer.....everything...friendships..
guhhhh it's alot but i'm gonna try to deal with it.
i still don't want to tell my parents.
and if i do...i'll just be like
dear mom and dad,
blah blah blah i was going through a rough patch in my faith...blahblahblah....i'm bettter now...blahblahblah.....no need to worry or freak....blahblahblah....you don't really care that much so i'll stop writing this...blahblahblah.....but i love.
blah blah blah....hahahaha or something like that.
but i want alot of "blahblahblah"s so they won't think it's that big adeal
:D
life.
is.
good.
the weather is getting better too.
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[Tuesday
April 3rd, 2007 7:05pm] |
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i bet you can guess what i'm gonna post about....
oooohhhh yeahhh..
HOLLISTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yupp, i'm addicted.
i can now spend about $150 there.
w00t.
excitement galore. =)
i think i might have made a new friend.
but i'm not sure if we're friends yet.
i added her on myspace and we have yet to talk.
she's really nice and it'd be really cool if we became
friends. she's nice and we're alike in some way.
yupyup.
and i added Heather....Tyler's girlfriend.
this will sound super lame but, I want to be her friend tooooo.
she looks really nice.
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ok. i'm done rambling.
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April 1st, 2007 3:23am] |
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things are better.
we fixed them.
i'm over it.
life.is.good.
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i always do something wrong to mess everything up.
guh.
i hate my life soo much.
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